Friday, July 14, 2017

Camino 4

Camino 4

My body and spirit felt so full the next morning that I smiled down every hill, cutting the fog in half and laughing into the coastline. I decided to stay almost explicitly on the street that day, not for anything other than the fact that it felt good. My camino wasn't about finding God, it was about me insider my body inside this planet. The street and trail were so intertwined that i want OFF trail for much, but it didn't bother me anyway. Day 4 let me hug the coast and find another small beach to enjoy my lunch. The sand was black and beautiful and I had the whole beach to myself. It felt so free. The last section of the route for that day would take me inland, so I tried to embrace the view of the water as much as I could. I kept going at a leisurely pace, aware of the fact that the previous 2 days had cut my mileage substantially. Regardless though of my pace, the route was largely downhill.

I covered about 70km by my late lunch, so I took my time and eventually decided to keep going. The trail markers disappeared for a while, but I knew the general route by way of a few towns. On the way to the hostel, I met a man from England who pushed 4 carts along, carrying everything he owned. I asked him for directions and we talked for a bit. I told him I'd check out the next town and wished him luck. Upon arrival, the massive sign that said Albergue, was not in fact, an actual Albergue. It was a hotel that costs 6x what a standard pilgrims hostel costs. GOOD. BYE. I asked where the next actual Albergue was, and they said Trabada, 11km away. That was a bummer because I was getting tired, but I had time so it wasn't too big of a problem. On the way back out, I saw the English man again and asked if he wanted to each lunch. I gathered that the carts were his home, and that he probably spent most days by himself, which he affirmed. He told me about his childhood and his time as a cobbler and a violinist. He moved to the northern part of Spain about 8 years ago and has wandered with his carts ever since. He was kind and shared his bread with me. Holy wow, what a mangled communion. It was beautiful.

Sadly, the route to Trabada was mountainous and not quite as gracious as the day before. But I was motivated and starting to get tired. Eventually, I made it to Trabada and asked some of the locals where the Albergue was. I had just entered Galacia and left Asturia, which were very distinct states. Many people in Galacia don't speak Spanish, I think it's technically basque? But I can't remember. But the funny thing was that the men at the bar had a Spanish vocabulary on par with mine, which in some ways, made communicating easier. Trabada is super small so they were excited to see a pilgrim. One of the men at the bar spoke sufficient English, and offered to call the hostel for me, since the owner was a good friend of his. I was surprised to hear perfect English on the other side of the phone, but it turns out the owner had spent a year in the states (in Arkansas, woof) learning English. He was super excited and hospitable and offered to meet me on the road to show me the Albergue since it had only been open a month. So damn generous. I thanked the men at the bar and started towards the meeting point.

Jose met me just as he said he would, his face covered with a massive smile. I was tired so i slogged down the road, following his car at a distance. He waited for me and explained to his neighbor that I was the first biking pilgrim that came to stay with him. When we rolled up, I ran out of words. The hostel was perfect! Jose explained that he has deeply loved the camino for many years, and that it was his dream to open an Albergue, because he LOVES the spirit of the Camino. I thought that was so cool! A few years ago, he'd purchased the house and slowly started transforming the remnants of a dilapidated farm into the perfect hostel, embodying the spirit of the pilgrimage. He also had a dog, so I was totally sold.

We chatted for a while about America and I reveled in his hospitality. There is this deep hospitality that undergirds the whole camino and when you find someone who loves it so deeply, it almost resets your hope for the world. I stored my bike and walked inside to find a really cool, rustic, studio-style accommodation. 

There were 5 of us staying the night, most of whom were napping or adjusting their packs. I got my stuff sorted and sat outside for a while. There was a gay couple from France and another Spanish couple who lived in Ireland. Everyone was kind and seemed to run about the same temperature, which made us all pretty compatible personality wise. I sat outside for a bit and one of the guys for France joined me. He said his English was poor, so I offered Spanish, and we managed pretty well! I definitely wasn't at the same level I'd been in high school, but I was nearly conversational, and that was good enough. We slowly meandered through our conversation, stopping for clarity and for rest. Eventually, Jose joined us and offered us some wine. The couple from Spain joined us, as did the other guy from France. We just enjoyed each other's company and everyone graciously checked in with me to make sure I was included in the conversation. Everyone was just nice and easy going. I had the sense that I would either become like these travelers, or be friends with them in some capacity. At some point the first French guy said, "you know, the camino is hard on your body, but it is good on your hope." And I LOVED that. I think he's right. The trip is beautiful and it wears on you. But then you talk to a farmer along he way who tells you that he learned a little English so he could help pilgrims who walked by his farm, or you walk between a herd of cattle, or you meet a man who is so filled with life and love that he bought an old ranch house and turned it into a pilgrims shelter. It is good for your hope.

The night we all ended up in Trabada happened to also be the night of a fire festival. I can't remember the name of it, but essentially, every town or village lights a massive bonfire to ward off evil spirits, and throws a party. Traditionally, it's good luck to jump over the fire on the first night of the festival. Jose told us all of this and explained that it would be his pleasure to take us as his guests. He drove us in sections up to the village, and we all met in the bar before walking over. The French guys bought a drink for everyone, explaining that every time they section hike the camino, they bring a small thing of "boat money", or community money. Just cash that they have on hand to share if the occasion presents itself. I LOVE that idea and told them I'd take it home with me.

After we finished our drinks, Jose took us over to the plaza where the bonfire roared on. Everyone in the village was there and several people were dancing. Jose introduced as his pilgrim guests and though initially skeptical, the locals quickly became our champions for the night and offered us some of the grilled anchovies that traditionally complemented the festival. It was beautiful and infinite and such a good reminder of the things I think are most important in life. It made me a wee bit homesick for my nashville tribe, but mostly, it made me so grateful to the camino and for the people I'd met along the way.

The night wore on and eventually, we made our way back to the Albergue with full stomachs and full hearts. For a brief night, we were a tight little band and it was beautiful. The next morning, Jose prepared a family style breakfast for us and we all ate together. It felt like family. He told us that earlier the day before, he had no pilgrims lined up to stay with him, which was disappointing. But then, in the late afternoon, his friends at the bar had called him about 2 pilgrims who needed beds. About 10 minutes after he'd gotten the first couple settle in, the guys at the bar called again and said there were 2 more! He was so excited! Then I rolled in about 30 minutes later. From 0 to 5 pilgrims in under an hour! And we were all compatible, which made it even better. It did feel like there was something special about all of it. The day was starting though, so we cleaned up breakfast and said our goodbyes and best wishes and started onward. Jose told me that on the bike, I could expect 2 grizzly mountains but after that, I could coast for as long as the eye could see. I said thanks for the good word and set off again. Hallelujah, what a wild journey.

Camino 3

Camino 3

I started earlier the next morning to beat out the heat, energized and ready to address the gap between myself and my destination. Oviedo to Aviles was BEAUTIFUL and much cooler in temperature. The ride was pleasant and I traipsed through several tiny villages, occasionally stopping just to breathe in the view. I got to Aviles in decent time and decided to aim for a small town about 40km further, giving me a total of 75km that day. I also decided that since the road was essentially parallel to the path, I could choose to skip the trail if I wanted. And I did a few times because it was clear that the trails were not bike friendly, and my calves were still littered with blues and greens. I ended up getting to the small town and for whatever reason, I was unimpressed and kind of turned off. There wasn't even a real reason for it, I just got a weird feeling about the place. I had plenty of time before the sun went down so I decided to head to the next one since it was only 8km further.

It was mostly uphill, but it wasn't as aggressive as the previous day's mountains, so I coasted on the energy of knowing I wasn't too far. I finally made it to the town and asked 2 old men where he Albergue or hostel was. They both started laughing. "25km to the next one, good luck!" Mild despair for a second, but I reasoned that cutting out a day with the train afforded me a night in a hotel if that was all I could find. They suggested a hotel up the road so I kept moving. The inn keeper informed me that sadly, no, the were no open beds. The next hotel was 10km, so I got on my bike, noting my body's insistence that it was quite tired and running low on gas. I listened and gently forged onward, promising a nice glass of wine and a proper meal when I arrived. I tried the next hotel and they too were full. I got a little angsty and shifted down to 2nd gear in my body, slowing down to make it to my destination without overdoing everything. Several winding mountain-y roads later, i stumbled into a cute cliff side bar with an attached hotel room. 

The woman who owned it was thrilled and offered me a solo room for half price, and free towels to shower. What a gracious thing. She was warm as a person and spoke no English, but was patient and happy enough to help me sift through the Spanish, which was notably coming to me faster and faster. 

After I settled in and showered, I walked across the street to get a glass of wine and make use of the wifi so I could check in with veronica and my parents. I ate the official "menĂº", which is a daily meal set offered to pilgrims at a discounted rates. A full 3 course meal y'all. It was awesome. I went to bed early, well fed, and grateful for the growing trust between myself and my body. I was listening and still working out the kilometers, and for that I gave a massive thanks. It was a really peaceful day and an encouraging one, because I really did cover some unexpected mileage, and did so NOT at the expense of my own body. 

It also made me grateful for the Purposeful Running group back in Boiling Springs. I used to train at a level that was unsustainable for the long term. Part of that was the thought that if I ran faster, the running would end sooner. This had its perks for fitness tests and general conditioning, but it's not a good training model when doing distance stuff. I used to think that if you weren't managing sub-9 minute miles, it wasn't really running. (Cue consequent hernias, y'all) When I ran my first half marathon with the group, I was really against the run-walk method that some people did. It just looked like giving up and I was too prideful for that. But what john, Shana and beth showed me was that running and stopping is actually just as fast as running straight through. They all said the same things before their first half. And what they found was that the walkers ended up passing the running group, and then falling behind when they walk, and running past again, while the running group slogged on. I learned this too after my first race and gratefully adopted it as a training style from that point forward, which benefitted me TREMENDOUSLY on the camino. It's okay to walk the uphill, ya know? I'm not in a place where I feel the need to constantly prove myself; I think when I was in that place, I wasn't proving anything to the world, I was really just trying to prove to myself that naysayers (see: myself) were wrong. Internal monologues can be rough, y'all. But anyways, the point is, I ditched that, and after I got to eat my dinner in celebration, I gave thanks for that too.

Camino 2

Camino 2

After a nice dinner and some sleep, we all started to assemble for our respective journeys. I was the only biker, so I walked with the pack until we'd crossed over on the ferry towards Santender. The morning started out later, which only exacerbated the brutal heat. Luckily, the path was fairly flat and it even went downhill for a chunk. I applied sunscreen 3x before lunch time and watched it slowly drip off my arms under the scrutiny of the relentless heat. It was damn hot, over 100 degrees later in the afternoon. I biked through a few small villages and just baked in the heat. As a Floridian, I've encountered my fair share of hot days, but this was awful. I ate extra because I could feel the calories leaving my body so quickly. At some point in the middle of nowhere, I asked for directions from a woman who was harvesting fruit from her tree. She spoke too quickly for me to understand, but it was clear to me that she was telling me to stay at an Albergue for the night because in was too hot. She was probably right, but I also had a limited amount of days so stopping would entail doubling my distance the next day. I told her I had to keep going and she offered me some fruit from her tree. It was so beautiful and I was so grateful. I biked another 20km to Santender.

There was another ferry crossing about 10km before Santender, and I sank into my seat out of relief. Time on the water in the shade of a boat gave me a chance to sort through my next steps. I met another biker from England and we chatted pleasantly for a while. I checked the weather again and it said the temperature would keep rising, which was disheartening. I also learned from the previous day to check elevation charts because holy wow that would be important. I read, "The next 35km after Santender are some of the most difficult on this trail because the elevation changes are so abrupt and so frequent." Well that's cool... 

Once the boat landed, I kept biking, knowing deep down that I was probably lying to myself about going forward. Within 15 minutes of biking I could feel the sun burning my arms. I looked at the next part of the path that I could see and finally consenting to what my body had been whispering all along. "You need to take a bus. If you push me today I'll refuse tomorrow, so sort it out." In another season of life, I would've stubbornly pushed through and ignored my body, or at the very least, I would've shrunk into a bitter, resentful sense of defeat for giving up. The great news is that I don't live in that world anymore. So I biked to the train station and bought a ticket to Oviedo, shaving off about 100km from my ride. I looked down at the back of my calves once I positioned my bike in the rack and realized that I definitely made the right decision. They were covered in bruises from pushing my bike up the mountain trails. My skin was burned and my thoughts were largely centered around doubting if I could finish the ride in time. So I breathed deeply and watched the scenes passing by, leaning into rest.

On the train, I met a man from Belgium who teaches English and travels around with his life on a bike. He told me about his family and his experiences as a Belgium kid in the US and about the transition back to Belgium. His nomadicism was inspiring solely because of the way he lived into the hospitality and adventure of it. He wasn't running from anything, he was just happy to live in a part of the world that was so beautiful. We sat next to each other for the remainder of the right, parting ways just a stop before my own.

The sun was starting to set when I got to Oviedo so I quickened my pace because yellow arrows are harder to find in the dark. I found the seminary and got settled in for the night. My plan at this point was to just start on the Camino Primitivo, since it would be shorter and ensure that I'd get back to Madrid on time. The man at the desk sadly informed me that the Primitivo is not bike friendly at all, so if I didn't want to push my bike up the unpaved trails, I would needed to bike back north to the Camino Del Norte, to Aviles specifically. I wasn't thrilled about that, but I think the train ride had helped me recalibrate a little bit. And it gave my body a chance to rest. I was bummed but not shattered and that's a pretty good place to start a bike ride. My roommate in the dorm was very kind and helped me practice my Spanish before I left. She also suggested that at some point in my life, I was the Camino because you experience the sensations so differently. I made a note and finally took a long deserved showering before calling it a night